Page for nothing on a website for anything. Happy New Year! I have no expectations for 2026. Today ended up quite bad & lonely. I saw some bird of prey tearing something up. On the way home from my family's house, a car was wrecked off the freeway. I had to skip work because no one wanted to drive me home.There's an undying track of thought in me that is very superstitious, running parallel to the materialist in me, hehe. I have no expectations, but I don't feel good about the upcoming months. It's nothing. Maybe I'll try suicide after all.

If you believe in that kind of thing, I ask that you please pray for me. & you can be real blase about it too if you want. Love ya

I'm not sure how I want this website to look. I want it to be a freeform version of my Tumblr blog (7agedtea B) ) which is really just an aggregate of pictures I like. I almost want it to look completely bare. The weather has been faking-out a spring thaw so I am kind of inspired, just not directed. Well who cares really. I need to go back to school, bad.